The normal process I’ve had of writing a log has been actually the opposite of what it should have been. Writing it in Google Docs and then pasting it here.
My Virgo placements were like “sis. This ain’t us. We despise order.” We thrive on transformation through chaos and disruption.
So in honor of them, imma just tickety tap in the app.
As some of you know, my job was TERMINATED over three weeks ago. And I’ve recently taken advantage of a service my former employer offers to meet with a coaching agency. I’ve been laid off many times before and never took the opportunity because it always felt lame but this time I gave it a chance.
I don’t know how the algo matches people with a coach but I’m pleased to say that it matched me with someone really good! Before the initial call, I contemplated how real I could be with her (Mal is her name). Could I tell her the truth because TRUTHfully, anytime I’ve tried to be truthful with corporate folks, they have never been able to or willing to see outside of the matrix. A two swipe scroll on LinkedIn validates this mindset. Even now guys? Even after COVID?
Mal is different. She totally gets me! The me that CANNOT GO BACK!! The me that knows the next 30 years of “work” has to be mission oriented. MY MISSION! The work I came to earth to do. It’s a weird mission: To advise others about their “work”. Notice I didn’t say career.
The moment she came on screen, I knew it. I knew I could be honest with her.
We don’t have much time. We have 6 weeks left; 30 minutes each meeting to get me right…in my head. In my mind. To identify confidently and walk boldly towards this next chapter.
You may see slight changes in what I write and how I write just because self censoring is sleeping in late. I can’t care about the ops or optics.
I’m an artist trying to create without worrying about the output. I wanna see what others see in me.
My voice is my art.
My expression is my art.
My heart is my art.
That’s it for now.
Transmission Complete.
Kat Out!
Thank you for sharing this. Not sure if you know you are modeling for us - how to ride these waves, the struggling with authenticity in this matrix and how to say yes to opportunity even with a side eye.
My LinkedIn algorithm has shifted since I stopped caring and posting my ish