Kat Kin’s Log | Stardate 26072.4
First Entry. Origin Transmission.
I host a “reading room”.
I’ve done them for years off and on all over the metaverse.
Now here on Substack, every week I open the portal, call it The Reading Room (of course) and the folks come in. It’s exclusive to paid subscribers, members of “The Farm”, and strangers gifted by the collective. They come with questions or they come with nothing but just the faith to let Spirit find the question for them. Either way, Spirit always has something to say.
Voyeurs are indeed welcome! LOL
Last night I believe, we had six brave souls who requested a reading.
I am a spiritual medium. That means I am a receiver AND a transmitter. I do not make things up and I do not perform (well that’s not really true is it? I definitely put on a show). What moves through me in that room comes from somewhere older and more patient than I am. The cards are just my “lazy gurl” method. A language the guides use to get their message into a form I can hand to someone and say, here. This is what they want you to know without me having to dig too hard. Cuz folks will have you running in circles sometimes and those days are ovah fo me! OKAY?
Last night they wanted to say one thing six different ways. And my people know I love me a theme.
We are often tooooooo attached to effort that is not working. We are dependent on conditions that do not serve us. We are pouring and pouring from a place that has already run dry and have the nerve calling it devotion.
The word Spirit kept returning to was fruitless.
Not lazy (ooops I used that word above didn’t I?). Not failing. Just fruitless. There is a difference. Lazy is a moral judgment someone put on us a long time ago and we never put it down. Fruitless is just information. It means the approach isn’t matching the destination. It means the energy is going in the wrong direction and the harvest is not coming because it cannot come from that soil, these seeds (ideas), this plow.
These are Black and Indigenous women in their thirties, forties, fifties. Nurses. Homeschool mothers. Fitness coaches. Women raising children, caring for elders, studying for advanced degrees, managing households that would collapse without them. Almost every single one of them received a transmission tonight that said: stop. Not forever. Just stop the particular motion that is costing you everything and returning nothing.
The chat all chimed in when they heard that!
I have been watching this pattern move through my community for years now. We have inherited a definition of worthiness that requires exhaustion as proof. If you are not tired you are not trying. If you are not trying you are not worthy of what you want. The Empress does not live in that space. The Empress receives. She does not chase. She does not over-give to people who have not asked for it and then resent them for not filling her back up. She sits in her abundance like it is already done because for her it is.
The Empress in reverse (the card that stood out the most) won the-wound-of-the-night prize. Dependence, attachment, fruitless effort. That is the diagnostic. And tonight The Reading Room was a field report.
This log is where I now keep the field reports folks.
If you don’t remember me…allow me to re-introduce myself.
My name is Kat. I am a K to the A-T. Crowned priest in the Yoruba Lucumi tradition, a spiritual medium, an afrofuturist, a crone matriarch. I have been in a hermit period for years doing the kind of internal work that does not photograph well. This year I began to come back out. Saturn was in Pisces and I went through a lot to get through the past three years.
But soon I am going on tour! I am and will be watching the collective from close range and writing down what I see.
This is not a wellness publication. This is not astrology forecasts or manifesting tips or gentle encouragement. This is a field keeper’s record. What Spirit is saying. What the women are carrying. What the world looks like from where I am standing, which is at the intersection of the ancient and future-spect; the not yet arrived.
Yesterday’s reading room told me everything I needed for this first entry.
We are not tired because we are weak. We are tired because we have been working the wrong field.
Transmission logged.
Kat Out!
Oh and P.S. - catch me tonight to see me chit chat with one one my faves Ada V. Rojas on her LIVE!
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